Tired...

This week wasn't really great or fun. Nothing special going on except Diagnostic Tests everyday. Im going insane soon. By that time, i will need LY's help. Our future physiologist. Haih...so envious those who have ambition. I got no idea what to be in the future. God...please enlighten me to a road that i will not regret. I want a job that is exciting with high pay. Okay, i admit im a bit money-minded, but isn't that everyone hope for? Who will reject money or complain for having too much?

My dad is a problem. I always can't chat with him for long. We just could not reach a same agreement. I say East, he talk West. I want to be this, he want me to be that. So frustrating. Sigh....

Now i don't have to worry for my add maths. Pn Lee will keep a look on me to keep practising add maths exercises. She even forced me to do pass year questions. Marvellous! I need someone like her. When will Pn Cheng do the same thing to me? I will be grateful...lolx!

My wish list

1. Have a career that can make me rich

2. Healthy always

3. Little Earth free from pollution

4. Grow slightly taller

5. Earn 1st half million in 30 years

6. Marry a pilot(cool!)

7. Emigrate to Venice...

Exclusive!

Here is another missy who wanted to be famous through my blog. She is....(drum rolling)...Tharani Naidu. Since you had requested and i don't have any article in mind, so i prepared this post specially for you. Haha! Very touching huh? How much are you going to pay me? You owe me a sumptuous meal. I want Secret Recipe. Lolx.

This girl, studying in Convent- i know her since last year. What a short time. We were in the same class. She and wei wern are best friends. Where you see her, you can surely find wei wern. Really admire you two lar. Different races also can become so close. Lets talk about her character. Erm...can't think of any. As far as i know...she likes to bully me. Sob...sob...Even you are older you can't always bully me. Jie jie should show care for mei mei. She calls me 'parrot'. Then everytime she and wei wern see me, they will whisper to each other and giggle. Am i an alien or i look very comical to you? Okay, fine. Wei wern, you don't know how depress Tharani looked when you are gone. Now after you came back, i see her looking so 'radiant' everyday.

Hm...lastly, wish both of you best friends forever. Do drop me a comment for this!

Time

This is an essay i wrote during exam. Grammar mistakes were corrected... Erm...not a very good essay though.lolx. Just post for fun...

"Tick...tick...tick..." The clock continues its ticks rhythmically non-stop. Humans do not have the ability to halt or freeze time from moving and passing. we could only follow as it goes on. Time can be measured either by second, minute, hour, day, year, decade, century and so on. We humans only can enjoy time by decades. Consequently, time is precious to us.

Some people kill time with tonnes of work, social life, helping others and go round the world. Some of them simply just not bothered the importance of time and live an idle life. Most of the students felt the time given, 24 hours a day, was not enough to spend. Sometimes, how i wish i could invent a time machine to stop and turn back time or 48 hours are given per day. I just simply could not cope with the piles of homework, revisions, activities and exams.

Hence, it is important that we plan our time accordingly and wisely. We should spend time with beneficial work. As a student, we ought to draft out a personal timetable which we could follow. Time for studies, games, sleep and leisure is divided wisely. However, it is quite impossible for us to follow the timetable exactly and consistently. It is always easy to say than do. We need to be diligent enough to follow the timetable. We usually take time for granted without knowing what we had done everyday. For instance, during school holidays, how many students actually really plan their activities with meaningful work? Over a thousands of them, we might only get a handful of those who did. most of them would either spend time watching TV, sleep, eat, playing computer games and reading comics. They would rather spend time with the so called "idiot box" all day long than to read a novel or so some gardening.

Time management is important so that we do not waste time. We must always precious every second that passes through. Time given by God is different for every single living things. There are people who can live up to hundred years while there are others with short lifespan. We can never predict how long we can enjoy in this world. Who knows, we might meet our ancestors today or tomorrow. Life is unpredictable. Hence, we should accomplish our life with meaningful work. We should not be hesitate to do things we want and wish to. If chances are given to fulfill our dream, why not grab them.

Different people have different way to live. They have different perspective views on how they spend their time. Mother Theresa, had chosen to spend her entire life helping those in need. She felt that her time should not be spent for her own good. She never regret on how she spent time for others. doing deeds. In fact, she felt the time given for her was not sufficient to save more lives and children. She devoted her whole lifetime on others. Besides her, Leonardo Da Vinci was another famous man who spent his time wisely. He excelled in almost every field. His time was mainly spent on thinking and improve people's lives. He had made countless inventions and art pieces during his lifetime.

Time waits for no man. Treasure every second and minute to live a more colourful and promising life.

Screwed up

I received my add maths paper today. Everything seemed to screw up. I only managed to get a B. I could have done better. No....it should be better. I lost marks for numerous careless mistakes throughout the paper. The working was correct but ended up with invalid answer. Ah...that is hurting...to lose so many marks. Erm...i think there is no use for me to probe into the matter further. It might cause death to my cells and maybe vessels bursting. What is done cannot be undo. That is the final.
"Hey, Yong Pei Ling, you gotta buck up! Wake up from your dreamy world. Don't drift yourself far away from your target." I really need a vivid change. I must work really hard, study consistently and no more play. The upcoming exam is crucial to me, to my life. My future may depend on it, whether i excel or do moderately well...

Out of rage...

Trial has came to a full stop and here comes the doom moment. Test papers giving ceremony. Haha! Part of history paper was given out. Things happened. Pn. Lim Bee Lee, our history teacher, made me feel so angry and frustrated at her. She asked the girls to check out their marks for paper 2 in front, at her desk. No doubt, it was very cramp front there so some of us decided to go later. After there were no more students, i approached her and requested politely to see my marks. She suddenly snapped at my words. "Tak boleh tengok. I hanya bagi tengok sekali shj. U ingat i ni ada masa nak layan kamu?". I explained my reason to her but failed. Ke Er was being treated the same way too. I swore under my breath and went back to my own place. What the.... She doesn't own the right to treat us like that. So unreasonable! Well, this 'cho lo' teacher....with her character like an auntie, speaking malay and english with numerous grammar mistakes. No one in our class likes her and i have no doubt she too, doesn't like us. She treat different students with different attitudes. So faking....

Who would i hate....

Top 5 'characters' i HaTE the most:-

1. Pretending

2. Dishonest

3. Selfish

4. Arrogant

5. Irresponsible

A novel i read...

I had just finished reading a novel, title is 'When You Go Away' written by Jessica Barksdale Inclan. The novel was quite good. It is all about a mother of three, one of them was severely disabled. Peri was abandoned by her husband, one day reaches the breaking point and does the unthinkable. It was their estranged grandpa, Carl-determined to make up his own parenting failures in the past, who reaches out in unexpected ways. With Peri's fierce determination she won back the right to be a mother, which all made their lives new.

Welcome back wei wern!

What a surprise! Wei wern is back in JB. Ah...miss her so much. Omg! She changed into a lady. Wore a skirt and blouse today. So, now im not gonna be lonely anymore in physics tuition. Know how quiet i was when she transferred to KL? Looking forward to see you in school soon...^.^

Sword in my HanD

Sketched by pei ling- 15th September 2007

Addicted...

I have been more and more addicted to Internet these days. Once started, couldn't stop. Just like returning to the past. Let me think.....should be around form 2 or 3. I remember i was more addicted at that time. IcQ, mSN, FriENDsTer, nEOpeTs....u name it. I played till late night, past midnight. Haa....yesterday was kinda 'shiok'. Chatting with wei wern and yee ser till around 1 a.m.. We even continued the next morning. I don't really understand why we have so much to chat. Girls mar. Hahax! Most of the time we talk craps. Ehem....never ever i heard anyone had serious talk through msn though. Anyway, i enjoyed a lot.

Music keeps me aLive!

Recently, i have been crazy about mUsic. My MP3 player has been my tool of life ever since i bought it. I would bring it anywhere i could. It has been my remedy to reduce stress, pressure, sadness and kill tiMe. I listen mostly to English songs. Chinese still okay but usually i couldn't understand the lyrics. Too profound for me. My most favourite song is 'Heaven Knows' by Daniel Lee, the 'Malaysia Idol'. His voice...ah...so touching, full of power. I was totally captivated by his song, Heaven Knows. Since then, he became one of my idols. Other than him, i listen to avril lavinge, simple plan, maroon 5, YIDA, jay c. and may day. Music is my LIFe!

Happily ever after?

Where did the idea of "happily ever after" come from anyway?
The reality is , life is a blend of happy and sad times, amazing times and not-so-great times. If we can find a way to appreciate the good times, the low times won't seem as bad.

A spoilt day

She went with us today. The "super-saver". The "she" here refers to jia ying. I could just hope she wouldn't browse my blog. Ah, who care if she does? Actually i don't really want her to tail along. I never suggested her at the first place. But since she is kuan shuen and jean friends, i got nothing to say. Know what, everytime i went out with her, i will think of how she made us (ly, yx, ke and me) hate her. I don't think anyone of us could let it go. Not that we are not being magnaninous enough but.... So what happen today.... We went to watch "Naraka 19". She commented on the movie so much. Yeah, she always give bad comments rather than to sugggest beforehand....before we deicide. Then we had lunch...she commented again. 5 bucks for a bowl of noodles, very expensive to her. Okay, fine. May i ask if there is other cheaper place to eat in cs? Funny. Since she wants to save every cents....then don't go out with us. What ks said was true...plkn is most suitable for her. 5 free meals per day plus free accomodation.

I failed!

(Scream) Im in damn bad mood now. Even though i already predicted i would fail after stepping out from then exam room, im still sad, disappointed. In my dictionary, fail rarely exists. I failed my Grade 8 piano practical. Who to blame? Myself of course! For not practising everyday but few times a month, for involving too much in chess club, for being lazy. I can still remember how hard i practise everyday few days before the exam. That time, i was really scared and tension. I played till my hands go weak, my mind nearly went physco. Even my mum was worried at my state. She had been a good support for me. Thanks to her for calling me to make sure i calm myself during exam. I had been such a let down to her...and to myself.Argh...failed...first time though. My skill wasn't that lousy actually. In fact, Mr Lam pinned high hope on me. I even skipped a few grades before. Maybe im too greedy...think too highly of myself. I should take the exam next year. Now im stuck here failing Grade 8. The examiner...haiz... Why don't she give me lower marks. 5 more marks to passing point. So 'gek'. If i were given lower marks then i would not be so sad. "She is just trying to be kind enough".Waa....! REally feel like crying. Why failed? Even for school exam papers i never failed, except for chinese paper lolx(but i did pass for the second time) No appetite....can't sleep....!!!!!!

Weeping in silence...

Bleach- Ichigo

Do you know anyone who is stubborn?

If I were to name one stubborn person in my family, it would have been "me". I've always tried to view my stubbornness as a good thing. After all, a little stubbornness goes a long way when it comes to being up against a challenge. I'm the one who "keeps on keeping on", refusing to say " I can't". But like most things in life, there is a flip side to all of this stubbornness. And the flip side is not so good. Sometimes I am the last person to ask for help when I really need it, let alone accept help from anyone. In my mind, no one thought more of me. If anything, they felt sorry for me.

FiVe staGes of Grief

1. Denial : We don't believe that the loss has happened. Deceiving own self.

2. Anger : We are furious with the person who died, with friends, family ....even the world.

3. Bargaining: We want to bargain with God to go back in time and have things end differently.

4. Depression about the loss : We are numb and sad.

5. Acceptance : We come to accept the loss and stop mourning

Best Friends Ever

How long has it been seen we catch a movie, go red box, hang around in cs...? It must has been more than half a year or so. Leay Ying, Ying Xian, Ke Er and me... we have long time never really talk to each other.Our friendship is like fading with time. I really miss those days, living in our own world, doing stuffs we enjoy. Maybeits because of ME. These months, I had been busying with endless work. Chess Club, Kiwanis stuffs... I am really very tired and fed up with all these... Then, I switched my Physics tuition to Tuesday. Worst, we hardly have any chance to talk, have lunch.... Most of the time I have been joining other friends. Maybe due to Chess Club, Kuan Shuen, Yee Ser and me are getting closer day by day. During holidays, i went to movies with them. I still remember how close we were past few years. We have been best friends...maybe more than that. We did most of the things together. We are the best buddies! We went share happiness, sadness, anger, pressure but never loneliness. Just as long as we are together, no one feels lonely. I has been such a fun. Skipping class, chatting, laughing at nonsences, creating trouble, do all the lame thingy... Our Genting trip was the most memorable moment. I guess you all have the same sentiment, right?This year, I feel something change in myself. I couldn't figure out what it is. Something missing. My true self? Is it because of the environment factor ? I really treasure our special friendship no one else can understand. I just hope we can return to the past...

Check thIs ouT

This girl..., Xin Ying, wanted to fame herself. So, I prepared a column for her. See...how kind of me. Hehex. She is our SM. Jangan main main....
During tuition, we are like parrot. Keep chatting and laughing non stop. We mostly talk nonsense....lame stuffs. Then, we seldom pay attention in add math class. Puan Tan must be fade up with us. Never pay attention and worst of all...didn't pass up homework. So terrible!
Remember ah...next time don't talk so loud. Must control. And....don't be so "deaf" lo. Must drop a comment for this...!

Thanks Wei Wern....

Thanks a lot for helping me with this blogging stuffs. In fact u help me to decorate my background....and music....
Really thanks a lotz......:)